T's Notes: December 2006

Sunday, December 31, 2006

It's getting colder!

I'm feeling really comfy. The weather has been cold for the late few days. Maybe, it’s not really cold by other countries’ standards, but this is Indonesia, after all.

All the gray, drizzly dreary weather has put me into a very well mood. I'm getting sure ater checking it on my digital thermometer and I found the temperature is about 70 fahrenheit at the current time. I can't hadly wait to leave for Bandung this becoming new year and I suppose it would be even colder!!

Maybe it's a weird thought but yeah there's a sense of hope that there will be an ice rain again in Bandung like what happen in the beginning of the rainy season some months ago, hhehe!!

Aha, the mist is fallin down. Ready to put the sweater on!! ZzzzzZzzzzz!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Merry Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS MERRY CHRISTMAS MERRY CHRISTMAS MERRY CHRISTMAS

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Toughts of An Early Morning

This early morning I read a comment posted by a friend in my blog considering my last desperate post.. Well, I'm quite shocked but in the same time I am thankful that I could realize the remorse for my past conducts and just bare those all as a repentance to the Lord.

To err is human and everybody must fail to be a juster human day bay day. Being just or genuine is not easy as long as we don't want to repent all that's within us to the Lord.

Yes, He already knows what we're going through our life and what we need in our life before we ask Him, but God is looking for the failures and for those who dare to admit it.

Failure is never final!

The Bible makes it clear that heaven will be full of people like you and me -jars of clay. So now, I admit I was failed and I was down and I had made Him down. But seriously, when we call on His name, we see that He is so faithful. We may be down, I may be down, but we'll not out unless we give in to defeat.

"Lord, help me to believe and not to lose hope, even if, after I call on You, my situation seems to go from bad to worse. Amen!"

~ Tyo

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

That's all that matters!

I started to think to give something back to my friend who gave me that stuff some months ago. I was so thankfully received it as a gesture. But now, I’m not sure about what I have to do! Give it back or keep it?

I appreciate this $100 stuff (it’s not about the price) but I do appreciate the meaning of a good companionship more than an expensive or somewhat wow stuff. Too difficult to be explained yet easy..just feel it!

I'm merely tying to be as simple as possible, as original as possible. Speak and act originally, being just myself. That’s all that matters!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Two weeks relaxing!!

Been busy. I finally finished the last lecture class in this year.

Actually, I’m quite clueless about what have to write now. I’ve just done my static exam, the final exam that was…, man…I don’t think I did it well. It was better than the mid semester exam though. But I am just unhappy with the abject effort I’ve done. That’s what I think! I should have done it much better! But okay, there’s nothing to sorry about! As the saying goes, let the past go by past! Hope it wouldn’t be that bad!

Anyway, went forth the ALSI room, I feel like free! I’ve been waiting for the time to loosen up myself from all tension of those engaged days. I’ve been waiting for the Christmas holiday to come.

I’ll be missing it! The days where I have to walk some 1-2 kms a day, solely in this large college of mine! Well, not really wearing, just tiring :) Hey, I’ll be back, but just after a couple of relaxing week, okay!

Oh ya, we had the Christmas celebration last night just after the exam and thankfully it quite helped me to forget the dud.

The sermon was good but the situation wasn’t really christmasing (It’s Jeremy who told me this word)! But yes I do agree, honestly it wasn’t! Just longing about the sound of Christmas carol with all the feeling inside.

By the way, feelin good to know it’s December and watched the people shaking hands while saying “Merry Christmas”!

Merry Christmasinadvanced!

Happy Birthday Mom!

Today, Mom has turned 48. Firstly, I wanna thank The Almighty God for giving us such this wonderful grace. It’s a blessing knowing that your Mom is still okay and being happy. Now, she is miles away from me, somewhere in the east cost of Sumatra while I’m here in Bandung.

We haven't seen for 2 months, maybe less or more but we constantly burn the phone lines. I longed to hear Mom’s voice as she’s been in Medan for the last 2 months for an intensive medical check up. What could I say since it’s gonna be Christmas and I just can wait ‘till she feel better to take the flight back to Jakarta. I wish she would been home before Christmas's Eve.

"Happy Birthday my Mom and I do want you to know that everything you did touches my heart everyday of my life.

You always help me get through anything.

Your prayers is a blessing.

You always make me realize that life is good.

Your smile brightens my day and you know that!

Mom, I want you to know - I am so blessed that you are my Mommy and Angel and I love you dearly…

Happy Birthday, Mama!" ~TYO