Happy Eid Mubarak

It's Eid Mubarak day here now in Indonesia, and surely in this entire world. Happy Eid Mubarak to all who celebrates.

I was riding my motorcycle around my town, a small town yet tonight has been so alive since it's now Eid Mubarak day. I wish I had some friends who would have asked my to go out tonight. As I was riding down the road, looking at the happy faces celebrated their most awaited day, I end up in loneliness.

Have you ever feel alone among the crowds? If you have never been in that situation, never ever think you would be since it's the most insignificant feeling one might experience while he is still declare himself as the part of the society. I wish I had someone to talk with all this night till I fall asleep, if I could. Haven't been sleeping for almost two days now. I can't and just can't.

I just wanna go to sleep, in someone's embrace. I just wanna give my warmest hug to someone worth giving. I just wanna get over this insignificant feeling.

My stomach grumbles. My eyes hurt. My body is weak, but not as weak as my mind and soul.

I think I'm just gonna sleep it over soon. And let what happens be happened.

I didn't know what I had 'till it's gone

Re-watching Shrek Forever After before writing this post and going to bed soon. What a quite sentimental moment I reckon. Despite of any opinions or review anyone can say about this movie, I found out that I always can learn something from what I just watched.

Therefore, I'm not gonna make any review. Just some thoughts came to my mind just after I watched this movie.

The line saying, "I didn't know what I had 'till it's gone." is truly a reminder. It's not all the way true, it's not wrong either. Frankly speaking, it happens a lot of times to a lot of people. The simplest example is when I procrastinated. Sometimes and somehow, the work which should had been done was put on hold. I missed the chance. I didn't know --i mean, really know-- that I had something to do and to finish. The time was just there --but again, I didn't know it was there.

woteper

 

 Namaskaar!! Aap kaisey hain? Oh yea.. Meraa naam Guntur hai. Guntur Khan Sing Hai

Maree lae kemaree hai hai hai hai!

Whoaa, meri tabiyut kharaab hai. Mujhey doctor kee zaroorat hai.

Happy Birthday Grampa

Happy birthday, Grampa! I wish you were still here.

Absurd 2

So, I guess this is how the absurd thing appear on the receiver' screen. One of the automatic spam email (from hotmail) which was sent to my lecturer's email was also sent to my another email. I am so sorry!

i miss you, grampa! really..

haheho

In CIVIL ENGINEERING, we learned that;

ULTIMATE LOAD = 1.2 DEAD LOAD + 1.6 LIVE LOAD

Sungguh beban hidup memang lebih berat. Errrrrr!

After all, a winner doesn't give up. Hajarr CS!!

in tough times we're strong

now playing, repeated. time to sleep now..

points to ponder:

• some things happen in this world are just out of our control, but the natures has its cycle. the tides will come in and out.
• resistance is important. when tough times come, that's the exact time to prove how strong we could resist it.
• praying is actually a practice which nature will adjust with. we let go what happened, then hoping what to come. things changed, just when we pray we ask for good and that's ok. even we ask for trial, that's ok too. we need to be tested to get stronger.

Absurd

Been so bothered dengan email2 otomatis yang unitentionally terkirim melalui email hotmail gw. Beberapa teman yang rajin cek email sempat buka link yang disertakan dalam email itu trus bilang, "Email lu kenapa, Tur? Parah, hahaha!" Setelah gw cek di sent items ternyata ada email2 siluman yang ga pernah gue kirim, tapi ya terkirim. 

Kalau temen gw yang nerima ya masi bisa tolerable lah malunya, gw juga bisa jelasin. Lha ini, orang2 tertentu yang adoooh.. One of the email was sent to some friends + (purnomo _ soekirno @ si. itb. ac. id), dosen wali gue. Ini mah ga sopan namanya, karena isi link yang di dalam email tersebut adalah webpage komersial viagra, obat kuat, semacamnya. Absurd!

trying to find my half

 someday,
somewhere,
someone,

will complete me,

the incomplete one

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Today I learn that there has always been a chance to get at myself in every single moment that I went through; especially when I'm interacting with others. This should bring forth good changes which lead me to be a better man.

In My Dreams

It's always been you.

It's always been you.

It's as simple as saying; I am still here for you. 

If you'd only knew how I've been persisting to my faith.

JO

R.U.N.N.I.N.G  T.H.R.O.U.G.H

Don't Compare!

Going To The Bottom

Welcome back to the homeland!

Absurd Googling

Why do men have nipple???

Why do girls smell like fish?? Impolite and simply an absurd question.

Recalled

It's raining now and I don't have a lot of thing to do. As I'm typing this, I recalled my Grandpa once ever told me that whenever you feel like there's nothing much to do, that's the right time you might actually realize there are a lot of things you could do.

Grandpa, Grandpa, miss u much!

Hmm!

Dini hari ini dan masih terjaga, padahal mata uda ngantuk, kantung-kantung mata haus asmara mimpi tidur sudah bermunculan. Leher tegang, setegang punggung, setegang otak, setegang-tegangnya.

What am I doing?

Huh? What am I doing?

Whaa? What am I doing?

Oh yeah, what am I doing...

Love Song For No One

Submitted to insufficiency. This is sufficient to submit the insufficiency. Whoaa!

Obama dan Indonesia

Obama' Speech in Universitas Indonesia (courtesy by Youtube)

Link to Part 4 of 4

THIS IS HOW NOVEMBER STARTS

I guess I made such a bad bad bad start of November. Just wanna speak up...

First --  To someone I've known for three years. I made such a "smart" decision with you. We promised not to talk each other till the time unknown, not even as friends. [we've been friends all along after breaking up however]  We couldn't talk, tweet, text, anything. Well, now I don't really get the point  honestly. You eventually broke the rule and I persisted with the promise. I've been thinking, it's not the right time we make another new issue again. You said you desperately need to see me that day but I could be so desperate for something if  only we met up again. What would you reckon? I wondered if we did meet, things would start over again and again. Honestly, I haven't seen any light between us, not at these days. Now I can only hope it would be something good for both of us.

Second -- It's happening [again]. Another case, another person. I don't know how much you care about me but I know that we just couldn't make it work. You know , now am asking myself if it's always good when I know someone is courting me. I kept asking and asking, checking on here and there if it feels any good. Well, my answer is "it depends". So it depends on something which depends on something just because it depends on how you could be. Now, don't you think that's fair enough? I just have no idea instead..

Third -- Confusing story with a new old i-wish-you're-the-one. You've been more like an old worth-treasured friend. But did we just ruined everything? Just say that at that time, we had this scenario, "How if we make out?" [you're speaking to me] Not literally said, but it seemed to be worse than such those frank words. Okay, stop there! I would really do that with someone worth loved. Am asking myself, how about making out with someone who loves me? Well, I'd get enough then. I was convinced when you said "those words" at the first time. Don't ask for my reply because you know it. But did you really mean what you say? I feel silence now. From there we stopped.


Fourth -- I am looking for something I dunno where.



All at the first week of November..

I've been toughen up..